Be just and fear not is what you said to me,
But anxiety follows me with every step I take.
Desires on my back – which I cannot fulfil on my own.
No understanding from your side – no nothing.
Effort meant nothing although I tried.
I’ve had enough – how on earth can I please you?
Self-determination lead astray. Give voice to my thoughts.
I’m not saying I pushed myself to extremes,
But I would never neglect a thing that shapes me/creates me.
You say you listen, but you don’t seem to care.
It’s like I speak right through you.
Nothing cuts deeper than fear,
And discussing these things won’t change anything.
Don’t make me go through this again.
Don’t you judge me.
Don’t you level my actions to the ground.
I’ve had enough, your corruption won’t harm my ways,
But despite all of my failures, I know I will see some brighter days.
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